just for a sp/it second

Everything’s different now. No doubt about that. Do i miss the past? A part of me does, yes. Was it my fault that i began distancing myself to a point that now there’s like a ‘strangers vibe’? Perhaps. But, can’t blame me. I was just tired of it. Didnt seem like you tried either so…. =\

On another note… I’m leading worship for the first time this Sunday. I’m nervous as heck. I dont want to do it because i feel that i’m not ready. There’s so much pressure. As the worship leader, you have the responsibility to lead others into the presence of God. And like, i dont know how i’m gonna do it… i dont know. And you might say, its not YOU, it’s God using you. True. But, oh God, prepare my heart… prepare the hearts of those in the congregation. This is all for Your glory God… Please pray for me if you read this. I need lots of prayer.